Dear Mommy

I just wanted to let you know I'm having lots of fun here in Heaven. I know we were never able to get to know each other, but the time I spent in your tummy, I felt especially close to you in more ways then one. When you got heart burn, I felt really sorry for you. Those times that I kicked you, I hope it didn't hurt. Mommy, I can't help wonder what I did that was so bad that you let that doctor hurt me like he did? Why did you let him tear my body apart like that. Well, Jesus put me all back together and I am doing fine now. I can even play ball and run around now. I really never wanted to hurt you. Some how I never really knew you, but I still loved you. I hope I will get to see you one day and tell you that I love you even after what you did to me. Jesus said that even though what you did to me was murder, that if you would just ask him to forgive you for your sin, he will and you can come here to meet me. I would really like for you to see that I am not a bad boy and I was alive when you did that to me. Jesus had great plans for our lives, but you will not get the chance now to see what they were. I know you would have liked me if you would have given me a chance. Well, I am going to play ball with Jesus now. I hope I will get the chance to see you soon!

Love, Baby John